Swine Flu and More

I had made a very strong decision a while back that I will not clutter my blog with 'dear diary' kind of posts. But I am in a bad phase of my life right now, and writing a diary makes me feel better. So here I go with another frustration vent out:

1. I tested positive for H1N1 on Sunday. I have Swine Flu. I always thought my only contact with this so called deadly disease will be through the innumerable news articles. But no. I am suffering from it currently.

2. Point 1 would not have made much of a difference had I not been married. I am taking medicines and hopefully will be fine by Thursday. But Now my husband may end up catching the flu as well and the thought is scary!

3. Point 1 and 2 would not have made that big a deal had we not had a vacation planned at the end of the week. Now we may or may not end up going.

4. Losing a long awaited vacation is a blow on it's own. But Point 3 won't have mattered that much if we were in a position to postpone our lavish airlines and hotels bookings. Everything is non-refundable. Losing a vacation plus all the money. OUCH!

Too much uncertainty in my life right now. Whoever said "Uncertainty and Expectations are the joys of life" is a LOSER!